i had this huge blog written out and once i read through it, i realized it sounded a bit elementary.
it was about emotions and how i don't show them. maybe that's why i didn't like it. haha.
i miss my best friends. i miss not being tired all the time. and i miss taking pictures.
once my body decides to produce more iron, i think i will be more motivated to do things.
these are just a few thoughts on my mind as of late. well, the last five minutes anyway.
i promise one of these days i will get around to actually making something out of this blog.
and it will be fantastically wonderful. i have so many hopes for it. i really do.
the night sky and my dreams are about to colllide. sometimes i wish i could fall asleep with all my costume jewelry on. just so i can feel pretty even as i sleep. but anything on my body that isn't attached normally tends to annoy the bloody hell out of me. even socks. i wake up feeling so uncomfortable in my own skin. until i take that item off my body and instantly feel better. it's totally a mental thing. i blame it all on the fact that my mother let me wear nothing but panties around the house until i was in the third grade.
i think i've rambled enough. sometimes i feel like i'm having an intellectual conversation with someone while i'm typing my thoughts out. then i realize it's just a computer. and all i'm doing is talking to myself really until i hit the publish button. don't i feel sheepish.
to my thoughts. to my memories. to my dreams. goodnight.
